I once told my boyfriend, “Your arms felt like home. I’m homesick.” when he left. (LDR) And thus, this poem was born.
By the way, he has blue eyes. So kudos if you get that part in the poem.
I’m basically talking about how everything is bleak, slow and empty when he’s not around. So I do everything I can just to sleep (in the darkness i’m not alone) so I don’t feel the pain of missing him, or the thoughts of paranoia and doubt. And how, (since I am ugly and he is perfection) I know there’s a huge chance he will leave me for someone more interesting and beautiful.
It’s only in tumblr I can express my feelings and feel as if people can UNDERSTAND me. PleaseDontThinkImWeird.